I want to be a girl.
The more I think about it and experiment, the more I wish I were female.
Every time I dress up it makes me so happy.
But most women don’t like trans girls.
I don’t know what I should do.
But I’m definitely either trans, gender fluid or non binary.
I like the ability to change but I really want real breasts.
I want to feel them so badly. Sometimes, I honestly feel envious of well endowed women.
Women are so beautiful. I want to feel beautiful too. What’s so wrong with that?
I want a girl to sweep me off my feet and make me her princess.
And she will be my queen.
Ever devoted to her.
And she, to me.
I want to be loved so badly
Because I have so much love to give.
I’ll find her some day.
Someone that actually does like me for who I am.
All of me.
And won’t lie about it just to have someone to have sex with and admire you around.
Or betray and abandon me when I show you my authentic self.
My feminine side.
The side that struggles with darkness.
The side driven by light.
And my masculine side.
The four corners of my heart.
Take me as I am, or fuck off.
Unconditional love is so rare.
But i will find it
As I have it to give.
I always have
And I’ll never lose that.
